Would you want to
Feel the way that I do?
I bend to your will
I fellated my self
And I know that you don't
like the way that it goes

The story:

I was sure I had to be wrong, but no matter how many times I listened I still heard "fellated myself". I asked my girl, and she said "Yeah, that sounds like what he's saying." I finally looked it up and was relieved to find out that he was saying "for blaming myself".